is the world really so empty

[argilestox]

Well, every front has a back - there is good & evil - for every birth in this world, there is a death. A few weeks ago, I had a heart attack. Tracy was there, by my side as the doctors fought valiantly to save my life. At one point - I felt my life ebbing away and I said, "Tracy, I hope that I have been a good boyfriend to you." She thought for a moment and said, "You have been." Then she shouted, "You ARE!" In the middle of having a heart attack, as the doctors gave orders, and the nurses were giving me nitro, inserting needles into every vein of my body - Tracy & I laughed!

If I had not survived the heart attack - I would have left Tracy and this Earth knowing that Tracy will be comforted by her family, and memories of US. Her words, "You were and ARE!" comforted my spirit, and mind. Her words kept me anchored to life. In death, her words would have soothed my angry soul for having to leave her.

Argile Stox