Hey "asitis", thanks a ton for the advice!! Or thoughts or whatever you want to call it. Small world, she is in Seattle too!! If you ever got to know her you would understand why I feel the way I do!!

Check this out.... We were supposed to go skiing in Colorado in about 3 weeks. Of course that is out of the picture now... But, I was thinking I would somehow find her on the slopes somewhere and ask her to marry me. I have no doubts about my feelings at all. That gives her a month or so to be without me and see how that feels. Then, if she is not blown away by the whole thing, I will know I have done my best, and I will move onward and upward!!